written on Friday - july 13:

i think what i really really need is a break. okay, it's not like i've been working too hard or have been too busy with something. but still, i need a change of scenery. i want to just shop a little, pack my bags and go somewhere and takelots of photographs. the place has to be cold, quiet and calm. i don't want the sound of traffic, pollution, news of murders rapes and all that crap. for company i want my family..my dog.. i want 2-3 friends and i want him. i need a break!! i need to get away!! and its not happening anytime soon. too many things for everyone to do.

argh !~@# kind of frustrated.

later